I want to be honest with you guys

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Hey everyone, I'm glad you're having a wonderful year so far, but I wanna give you guys a summary of what's going on with me.


It's been a rough year, 2017, and 2018, by consequence, is already starting off rough on me. I still don't have a job but I'm not quitting looking for one, and the financial situation on my family's getting a bit rough around the edges. Nothing too critical, but still.

I flunked a subject at college so I have to redo it this semester, not to mention I have to worry about the essay I have to do to conclude my course this year, which means I might have less time than last year to write, maybe. I'm not entirely sure yet, but it's just a high possibility.

And finally, how about my stories, why haven't I written in a long time... The truth is that I was pretty much losing passion for it.

I was getting weak-willed to continue it, I felt it was pointless at this time. I'm getting back to it slowly, so I can safely say the next part of Destiny is... half-written... But I'm going through so many rough patches and, me being a rather stressed individual, it's been eating away at me too easily. I'm getting all kinds of pressure on me to earn SOME money through the internet, I'm even thinking of opening for commissions at some point here on dA, maybe even start a YT channel if I can get around the Adpocalypse... 

The point is, if I get the time and will back to write some more for you guys... I'm thinking of going back and redoing His Origin into something a bit more solid, give it a bit more of a "movie-esque" format and kinda take it to some darker areas with a better, worthy pay-off. It's my first ever story, so the original's not going anywhere, but I AM planning out how to conduct it. As to the current stories, they'll continue too, but I'm planning fully on incorporating the new His Origin into future plans, and with Sonic Forces, I already have some ideas for what comes after Destiny, and how to kick off the Nega saga.

....but again, this all depends on my time and how much I want to endure for a day... Because I'm needing some serious exercises in patience and stress control.

I'm terribly sorry if I take so long to write, and I'm sorry if I ever disappointed you in that front. I still consider you guys watching me even despite all that to be wonderful, and I thank you all sincerely. You guys are great and you deserve more. Hopefully soon, I'll be able to properly repay you.

And lastly, thank you all so much for the birthday wishes... You guys mean the world to me.
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Sorry that you're losing time on your writing, because of College and stress. I hope you can write stories that you feel passionate about again, as the year continues. But, I don't really think you owe us anything.

You were writing your stories for fun and not for profit. We're your friends and audience that happens to like what you do.